I Still Desired To Feel Good.

In my blog post called “How To Manifest The Ultimate Love For You…” I talked at the beginning of it about how I desired to feel good and have someone feel good about being with me.

When I grew up, I received a lot of messages in my environment that told me that I wasn’t valued. Classmates wouldn’t pay attention to me or want to be my friend. In eighth grade, I was automatically sent to a lower math class without even having any prior warning or announcement. I was heartbroken from the way I felt treated in my daily life going to school. I was so relieved when I would come back home. I would cry and continue crying.

I want women who have ever felt this way… feeling like they were not good enough on any level… to know that this isn’t true. They are good enough.

I want to reach lots of women with this message, but I don’t have a massive following right now. I feel that at times I am still not good enough with the messages that I get from my own environment… it could range from being ignored to being shouted at to having someone look at me in a hurtful way.

I know that there are those out there that are struggling just like I was and I felt that I needed to reach out to them and get them out of their despair and struggle. I had no way of knowing how I was going to go about this.

I realized that I needed to follow proven strategies that were already followed by experts that got the results that I was looking for. I also have my mindset focused on reaching as many women as I can to help them get closer to the love of their life.

I still struggle with my own emotions at times because they are so layered and deep. I have layers upon layers of emotion from the years of time that passed where it felt like nothing got solved.

I am determined to help get my message across and to partner with as many people as I can to allow me to bring my message to other women. I know that through this journey of my own self discovery that more self discovery can happen.