Love Manifestation

Let me tell you a story…

Growing up, I was an introverted, shy person who mainly kept to myself in any social situations. I hadn’t been invited to many parties or events or had friends to help me. I would choose not to participate in school dances because I was terrified that I would be made fun of for how I looked. My mom didn’t want me to date. She declined buying me an eyeshadow that I wanted or even buying me shaving cream and razors. I felt defeated, isolated and alone.

In my early twenties, I wanted to have a relationship. I desired to have a guy that actually loved for and cared about me.

I was struggling with where to find good guys and knowing if they were authentic and genuine or not.

That meant I would spend hours of my day sifting through hundreds of messages from dating profiles. It also meant going on dates with these guys to get to know them.

Overall, if I added up all of the time that I had wasted.. it would be adding up to weeks.

I knew that I was a good person and that I was honest. I was wanting the best possible life for myself and who I may end up with. I did have a lot of thoughts about not being good enough.. I was thinking that maybe that’s why guys didn’t call me back or want to continue talking to me in a serious way. I would also attract a lot of weirdos that made me absolutely cringe. I started thinking that.. again.. maybe I wasn’t good enough for what I wanted.